Human

I feel like if I'm going to break

But I'm not even cracked

Is just the feeling

The pressure
Of being
Doing

Aspiring

Dreaming
Wandering

Things that brings me down a bit
but 

Then
I look back 

And I'm not even close
To who I was before

Or where I was

Life has changed me so much

I have become so much

But I remain being my essence
That child that loves to smile
The man who loves so strong that hurts
The boy who loves to play
The person who has happiness and joy to share
The man that loves melancholy
The boy that cries sometimes
The child that gets hurt
The person who sobs but keeps walking
The human
That is stronger than the past 

That used to be weak, fragile and dark

Now....There are only remains of those blurry days

Remains that come back
To the surface when
The memories of the past flourish sometimes

But I'm not that person anymore

I am vulnerable yes. 

But I am not weak nor broken anymore. 

I am and I exist and I live
I stand up for myself now. 

I do have moments as everyone else

And I am accepting the simple fact. 

That I am fucking human too. 

:)