Let Me Down Gently

Today you started to talk about how people is into you. 

How people is "weird" but you don't see the signs.

You told me that I can't stand to talk about it.

I guess that is because I am your ex. 

I guess because I still love you.

I guess because you were and still are my first and only love until now. 

I guess that because I learned what is to love and fall in love with you.

I guess that maybe is because of that....

I tried to keep strong and then I breathed.

I listened and gave you advice.

I succeed...... for a moment

Then to hear that didn't break me.

But I felt how I started to crack inside.

It hurt again.

I still feel

Not something, but so much for you.

Not less than before.

But now its easier to stop thinking about it and let go.

Let me go gently, because I still feel for you.

I am letting you go.....and I try to ignore that it hurts to do so.

Let me down gently.

Bye, for now.