Goodbye letter.

I'm not going to lie.

I have never been inlove as I did with you. I have had a crush or two maybe but I have never been inlove and felt loved as I did with you.

This started out of nowhere like something impossible and something actually beautiful. When I remember how our first date was, and all of the following dates, they were just the best.

You became a really good friend and maybe the best one I have had so far. I remember the talks, how they last hours and hours and we never got bored of each other. How we used to laugh , how you used to touch me, how I used to touch you, how you used to see me, with that look that burned me insided with passion, how we used to kiss each other in a timeless manner, and to realize how time was our enemy.

To find someone who thinks so alike and someone who has so many goals in common its so weird, so estrange.

You made me feel like nobody.
You changed me.
You gave me love and made me believe in me again.
You gave me strength.
And you taught me to never depend on anyone than yourself.

There is a fact that I will never be able change, my life will never be the same after this. I guess that nothing is actually the same after every second that dies, but this actually cause a revolt in me.

I am not the same. I have loved, I have never loved this hard. I didn't knew I was capable of loving so hard and that loving someone so hard and with so much passion will drain energy and that a part of your essence goes away with that love that you give.

The truth is that I have never thought of anybody as I have done it with you.

We are not together anymore. This great thing we had was cut because of the simple fact that your dreams started to become reality and I was not in the picture, because of the reality of the things and because you choose to focus in yourself before the world. This is not a complain just a description.

"     " (There goes your name) Thank you so much for all of the experience that you have given me. I want you to know that I don't work the way you do. It hurts me a lot, it hurts to think of you and to picture your smile and you sight. It hurts to remind you and remember every single moment we had. "     " I am not strong as you are, I am vulnerable now, I am learning to get over this, to get over you and to realize that I will never love someone else as hard as I have loved you. I want you to know that letting you go is one of the hardest things that I have done and that I am doing and fighting againts the nature of things every day is so exhausting.

I want you to know that I will never stop loving us, what we had, what we were. I will love you for the time that my life lasts. I am not being tragic, this is just me a person who writes to relieve pain.

I want you to know that is not hard, but that I am doing my best to be selfish and to be the better version of myself everyday. I want you to know that sometimes I can't handle it and you come to my mind and it feels good, and I don't want to apologize anymore for this that I feel.

I want you to know that I am learning so much from this and from you.

I want you to know that a piece of my, will be always with you.

Now, my friend. I have to try to move on. I have to be true to myself and to make my dreams come true too.

Te amo. Hasta pronto.

PD.

There is no need to reply, please let me close this, because this is my closure, I think you already did, this is my time, so don't take my moment away. Bye