Saturday, March 5, 2011

The fear, the unknown and the feelings

I have been thinking about you.
Thinking every day
Is this an obsession?
This long crush
Your stupid beauty

When I see you
When you touch me
When you see me
When you are next to me
I feel

I hate to feel
Feeling love for someone makes me vulnerable
Makes me write shit about love
This stupid behavior
When I start to think about a possibility

This shit called: feelings
Feelings that you make me feel!
Thinking too much about you makes me act like an idiot
Constantly thinking about you makes me want to kiss you
I could take you to the stars and let you there so I know you are far from me so I won´t see you anymore therefore probably I  could stop this feelings for you……but then probably I will go to the stars again so I could be with you, just the two of us!
I don´t want to think about you
This thoughts just comes like a rush
They never ask me permission
They are so rebels, they just show off and disappear when I don’t expect
This could happen
It could be
There is a possibility
It might
There is chance………..but this fear

The fear
Makes me doubt
Makes me feel incapable
Makes me ….. nothing

A part of me wants you………then the other one says It is just an illusion
You don´t know, but I think I have feelings for you
You don´t know, but I constantly think about you
You don’t know, but I think I could be in love with you
You don´t know, but you make me feel vulnerable
I really don´t know …… If this will start or end some day








2 comments:

  1. The poetry above is very good. It has a deep meaning. Thanks for sharing with us.

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  2. Your welcome, thank you for reading! Glad you like it! :D But sometimes our feelings makes us create beautiful things, and write poetry.......

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