He/Me

He: We would fuck so good.

Me: If you were here, probably we would be just kissing, fucking and joking around right now.....you are like me.

He: Hahaha a little acid, sarcastic and clown? Yes, we are alike, and it feels good.

Me: I hate that you are so far. You  could be the perfect fuck buddy, the perfect lover and maybe something else.....definitely something else.

He: Oh, so you are looking for something serious? Something real? Love?

Me: Why not? I want something substancial, I am 24 but I am tired of superficial things. I want something meaningful.

He: By superficial do you mean sex?

Me: No, not only sex. There are many things.

He: I want to hear more, I like to hear you talking. I imagine you in front of me......tell me more.

Me: We are young, we are learning, we make mistakes, we are beautiful, we are free, we are fucking crazy!
I would like to share that with someone...

He: I..... I would love to be that someone. But the distance.....It is weird how things work.

Me: I have never thought about it, but now it makes sense. For a while I thought I would never be ready for someone new, but I am, I feel strong and I love me again.  I've changed. I am not who I used to be, everything has changed....from love, to nothing  to ashes, to be me again.

He: I am scared. It is like if we have been friends forever. We are here with this big and great thing between us, and what can we do? Nothing more than dreaming that someday we will be together for a while. Nothing more than dreaming how I will make love to you and how you will make love to me.

Me: I am not going to say life is not fair, but life is fucking weird. It makes things that we sometimes don't understand in their moment, but we later understand the purpose of it.

He: Hahaaha I don't understand what is going on with me. I think I like you and you like me so much that is weird. I have never felt a strong connection like this with anybody. The way we talk, the way we are makes me wanna kiss you and make love with you for hours and days.

Me: Fucking "his name". Why are you so far? Why didn't you showed up before....

He: Maybe it wasn't the time for us to show in our lives....

Me: I have to sleep. A big kiss for you....and a bite in your lower lip.

He: A big hug and kiss while I grab your ass.

Me: Hahahaha so sweet from you hahahaha bye.....ttyl.

He: I'll probably dream of you. Bye
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