Sunday, May 22, 2011
The path, the love.....
So this is the situation, I have been inlove with this person since november last year. I did not know I was inlove or that I have feelings for him at the beggining, I realized about it later.........when I could not stop thinking about him and then I realize of it, of the situation where I was.
This is something I like......because my heart worth it, has a great value, and if someday my heart belongs to someone has to be someone that makes me feel happy without being in a relationship....and if someday we can be in that point of being in a relationship it would be an honor for me to be in that situation with him.
Is good to realize and to be proud to know your self, to know that you worth it. TO know that I have learned how to stay away from stupid love games, or to be played, because I´m tired of stupid bullshits from people who just like to play, and never have a target or never know what they want.
I have become someone rude with people that thinks that life is just about fucking, drinking or besides working just getting party everyday. I know that I´m just 21 years old, but age doesnt mean that you will behave stupid. And well, I have known people that their attitude is like if they are 15 when they are 30 and it doesnt look good, they might think is good, but life is not about being stupid or looking like that.
Now I know what I want, I was hanging out with this guy for two weeks, and I realized that I am really fine being alooooooooooone without stupid guys around me. I have the friends I want and I need. I am inlove with someone that really worth and I don´t care to wait, I don´t mind to be in love with him even if nothing happens, but it worth it.......it worth every fucking second!
I´m tired of people that is really careless about their lifes and well I´m just not in to it..........I know that Im growing, and as Im becoming a better person (Fighting everyday to be a better person) bad things and friendships that still mediocres will stay away as well.
Your friends do have a big influence in your life and believe me, I have learned that. Now I know what I want, and my friends should be persons that want to become successful persons, people that appreciate every fucking second, that thinks about getting better, to get a better life, to get what they want making the correct thing: Working hard. In other words if they don´t want to grow and improve everyday well ......I will stop consider them as my friends. And is really simple now, if they do not want that.......they are not my friends. I have learned when to let go something that doesn´t worth it, and sometimes friendships or possible loves are just a waste of time.
From now on I will invest my time in things that worth it: my family, my job, my university, my real friends, and the love I want.
I know that might be something stupid saying that I´m in love of a possible situation, but you know what! Being with this ilussion makes me learn everyday that I deserve someone like that! Someone who is intelligent, who wants to improve, who is hungry for greatness and that is freaking cute and handsome!
I don´t know the way love works, I have never been in a real relationship, I don´t know if someday I will be in a real relationship. I don´t know if someday I will be madly inlove with someone, probably I won´t never be inlove......but I do know that I´m feeling good and that this is what it matters.....Living to enjoy life, to have targets, working hard for getting what I want.........but still....knowing that Happiness is not a emotional state where you suddenly be in.......is something that you have to earn, and fuck it worth it, and I don´t care anymore about stupid things or people that doesn´t have to be taken serious, because my time is precious and I can´t be wasting my essence in that.
This is what I consider a right path, and the love I want. I know my path might change.......but for something better of course!
This is something I like......because my heart worth it, has a great value, and if someday my heart belongs to someone has to be someone that makes me feel happy without being in a relationship....and if someday we can be in that point of being in a relationship it would be an honor for me to be in that situation with him.
Is good to realize and to be proud to know your self, to know that you worth it. TO know that I have learned how to stay away from stupid love games, or to be played, because I´m tired of stupid bullshits from people who just like to play, and never have a target or never know what they want.
I have become someone rude with people that thinks that life is just about fucking, drinking or besides working just getting party everyday. I know that I´m just 21 years old, but age doesnt mean that you will behave stupid. And well, I have known people that their attitude is like if they are 15 when they are 30 and it doesnt look good, they might think is good, but life is not about being stupid or looking like that.
Now I know what I want, I was hanging out with this guy for two weeks, and I realized that I am really fine being alooooooooooone without stupid guys around me. I have the friends I want and I need. I am inlove with someone that really worth and I don´t care to wait, I don´t mind to be in love with him even if nothing happens, but it worth it.......it worth every fucking second!
I´m tired of people that is really careless about their lifes and well I´m just not in to it..........I know that Im growing, and as Im becoming a better person (Fighting everyday to be a better person) bad things and friendships that still mediocres will stay away as well.
Your friends do have a big influence in your life and believe me, I have learned that. Now I know what I want, and my friends should be persons that want to become successful persons, people that appreciate every fucking second, that thinks about getting better, to get a better life, to get what they want making the correct thing: Working hard. In other words if they don´t want to grow and improve everyday well ......I will stop consider them as my friends. And is really simple now, if they do not want that.......they are not my friends. I have learned when to let go something that doesn´t worth it, and sometimes friendships or possible loves are just a waste of time.
From now on I will invest my time in things that worth it: my family, my job, my university, my real friends, and the love I want.
I know that might be something stupid saying that I´m in love of a possible situation, but you know what! Being with this ilussion makes me learn everyday that I deserve someone like that! Someone who is intelligent, who wants to improve, who is hungry for greatness and that is freaking cute and handsome!
I don´t know the way love works, I have never been in a real relationship, I don´t know if someday I will be in a real relationship. I don´t know if someday I will be madly inlove with someone, probably I won´t never be inlove......but I do know that I´m feeling good and that this is what it matters.....Living to enjoy life, to have targets, working hard for getting what I want.........but still....knowing that Happiness is not a emotional state where you suddenly be in.......is something that you have to earn, and fuck it worth it, and I don´t care anymore about stupid things or people that doesn´t have to be taken serious, because my time is precious and I can´t be wasting my essence in that.
This is what I consider a right path, and the love I want. I know my path might change.......but for something better of course!
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