Monday, January 31, 2011
"Los Crush"
No se en realidad si me molesta mas: Saber que sí, estoy enamorado de alguien...........o el simple hecho de estar pensando en esa persona sin poder controlarlo (tonto corazón!)
Vamos Mario lee uno de tus libro favoritos! Leamos Anne Rice, o Agatha Christie para poder dejar de pensar en "El" un momento.......fallido! Incluso las lecturas favoritas en las que me suelo sumergir y soñar despierto me quitan el hecho de que es una realidad!
Un "Crush" es algo que quita tiempo, energia y te hacer soñar en la realidad. Es como un castillo en el aire
¿En realidad sucederá?
Fue un inicio raro........una simple aventura, un simple día. Pero con el tiempo se convirtió en esto, ¿Qué es?
¿Sentimientos? ¿Interés? ¿Amor?
Esta debilidad que un comentario, una mirada, un gesto me puedan afectar! Me pregunto.......le afectara por igual! Lo peor........¿Sabrá lo que esta sucediendo dentro de mi? ¿Tiene idea de lo que siento?
El simple hecho de que algún día pueda dejar expuestos mis sentimientos creo que me harían sentir......no se, supongo que estará por conocerse! Estará por conocerse, incierto! Una parte de mi quiere, desea poder tener una parte de su corazón, tener esa seguridad, saber que piensa en mi......y he ahí la realidad: NO.
¿Negatividad? No, simplemente estoy enfermo de tanto "crush" Pero este es diferente.......o sera la mentira blanca que nos decimos para evitar la verdad?
Maldito corazón, sabe que dejo ignorados sus pensamientos, sus sugerencias.........y ahora el esta tomando el poder, se esta mofando! !ESTA JUGANDO! Podrás jugar bien, más no ser el ganador! Al menos eso dice mi mente por ahorita..........un juego divertido en su momento, aunque fastidioso a veces..!
Vamos Mario lee uno de tus libro favoritos! Leamos Anne Rice, o Agatha Christie para poder dejar de pensar en "El" un momento.......fallido! Incluso las lecturas favoritas en las que me suelo sumergir y soñar despierto me quitan el hecho de que es una realidad!
Un "Crush" es algo que quita tiempo, energia y te hacer soñar en la realidad. Es como un castillo en el aire
¿En realidad sucederá?
Fue un inicio raro........una simple aventura, un simple día. Pero con el tiempo se convirtió en esto, ¿Qué es?
¿Sentimientos? ¿Interés? ¿Amor?
Esta debilidad que un comentario, una mirada, un gesto me puedan afectar! Me pregunto.......le afectara por igual! Lo peor........¿Sabrá lo que esta sucediendo dentro de mi? ¿Tiene idea de lo que siento?
El simple hecho de que algún día pueda dejar expuestos mis sentimientos creo que me harían sentir......no se, supongo que estará por conocerse! Estará por conocerse, incierto! Una parte de mi quiere, desea poder tener una parte de su corazón, tener esa seguridad, saber que piensa en mi......y he ahí la realidad: NO.
¿Negatividad? No, simplemente estoy enfermo de tanto "crush" Pero este es diferente.......o sera la mentira blanca que nos decimos para evitar la verdad?
- Mentalizemos: 1. "El" seguira ahí, incluso junto a mi.
- Procesemos: NO PUEDO!!!!
Maldito corazón, sabe que dejo ignorados sus pensamientos, sus sugerencias.........y ahora el esta tomando el poder, se esta mofando! !ESTA JUGANDO! Podrás jugar bien, más no ser el ganador! Al menos eso dice mi mente por ahorita..........un juego divertido en su momento, aunque fastidioso a veces..!
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Those days!
Everybody use to be with him.....the guy who always party, the guy who was too naive, the guy that everybody use to move wherever they wanted. The guy that use to be weak, that use to be lost and fool for that fake freedom provide it by the same enviroment where he was surrounded. The wrong environment, the wrong friends, the wrong deccissions.
"Yes, Making mistakes is human, but making mistakes everyday, without an improvement is throwing your potencial to the abism.
Is like if you are saying to your self, that you dont worth it! And if it is like that, you should think on the situation where you are, for real.
Then the guy saw the freedom like party, alcohol, even drugs and then he lost him self on those "good things", his decisions, wrong decisions that took him almost to dead. And the goals that he use to fight where forgotten, the goals and dreams that he use to stand up for, where in a different path by then.
After critical moments you change. Like Einstain said: "Crisis, is the best blessing that can happen to people and countries, because crisis brings progress. "
Isn´t the best time to change after you where almost dead? Well, you have to think about what is best, and what is not.......you will loose a lot of friends for sure, but don´t be afraid of it. If they go alway is because they never where your friends, and you have to dispose them . Don´t think too much, just live and do what is best. At the end the consequences will be yours.
At the end the guy understood, that life is really about attitude and without regrets. You can always find something good on a mistake..... always!
"Yes, Making mistakes is human, but making mistakes everyday, without an improvement is throwing your potencial to the abism.
Is like if you are saying to your self, that you dont worth it! And if it is like that, you should think on the situation where you are, for real.
Then the guy saw the freedom like party, alcohol, even drugs and then he lost him self on those "good things", his decisions, wrong decisions that took him almost to dead. And the goals that he use to fight where forgotten, the goals and dreams that he use to stand up for, where in a different path by then.
After critical moments you change. Like Einstain said: "Crisis, is the best blessing that can happen to people and countries, because crisis brings progress. "
Isn´t the best time to change after you where almost dead? Well, you have to think about what is best, and what is not.......you will loose a lot of friends for sure, but don´t be afraid of it. If they go alway is because they never where your friends, and you have to dispose them . Don´t think too much, just live and do what is best. At the end the consequences will be yours.
At the end the guy understood, that life is really about attitude and without regrets. You can always find something good on a mistake..... always!
Thinking about you
You where supposed to be only an adventure! Why are you spinning on my head? We avoid to talk about "that" and we pretend to be only...what?
Everytime I see you I try to not think about that day, but is like the only thing I can think when you are in front of me...
I remember you use to give me advises about an asshole that was on my life by that time.
If you don´t feel anything............then why are you so nice and cute with me?
Why when we talk or discuss about something you are so passionate? Why you always try to say something that annoys me so you can see me anger and then apologize?
I would like to say that this is over.........but I think this crush will last more that what I expected.......because I did not have the minimum idea that I am inlove with you. ...
Everytime I see you I try to not think about that day, but is like the only thing I can think when you are in front of me...
I remember you use to give me advises about an asshole that was on my life by that time.
If you don´t feel anything............then why are you so nice and cute with me?
Why when we talk or discuss about something you are so passionate? Why you always try to say something that annoys me so you can see me anger and then apologize?
I would like to say that this is over.........but I think this crush will last more that what I expected.......because I did not have the minimum idea that I am inlove with you. ...
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Challenges
Sometimes the word "Challenge" makes me doubt of what Im capable of. It is a normal word, but what it means is really deep, and sometimes hard to acomplish. This is a time where things on my life needs to change, and those changes must to be done so my life can improve. God-Life gave me another chance, I know It could be a little melodramatic to say it like that but after the car accident everything changed.
Life is about being responsable, and strong enough to fight day by day all new challenges. Some of them will make us better persons, however there will be challenges that will makes you doubt of your self, because they are done to attack your weakness and makes you stronger, and I guess thats the time when you have to show your self before anyone else, that you are a fighter that can go over the situation and improve that from a negative experience into a positive experience. And that will make you grow as a person, personally I think God and Life wont give us a challenge that we cant handle, and if we give up, is because we didnt wanted to improve what we are\where on that moment.
It is hard because it is, but I rather to see that Im becoming someone better that to see what I used to be, that guy who only thought about nothing, that person I used to be who forgot his dreams, my goals and I was becoming just someone mediocre. Now I understand that all the life is a challenge, and if God choose you to be on it is because he\she consider you as a fighter, all the situations will be different.... as everyday is not the same.
We are capable of defeat our biggest fears, our biggest weakness, we just need to open our eyes, and see what we are and believe that we can acomplish everything that is in our capacity.
Every minute is a challenge, every day a fight, an improvement. Every day a better be.
Life is about being responsable, and strong enough to fight day by day all new challenges. Some of them will make us better persons, however there will be challenges that will makes you doubt of your self, because they are done to attack your weakness and makes you stronger, and I guess thats the time when you have to show your self before anyone else, that you are a fighter that can go over the situation and improve that from a negative experience into a positive experience. And that will make you grow as a person, personally I think God and Life wont give us a challenge that we cant handle, and if we give up, is because we didnt wanted to improve what we are\where on that moment.
It is hard because it is, but I rather to see that Im becoming someone better that to see what I used to be, that guy who only thought about nothing, that person I used to be who forgot his dreams, my goals and I was becoming just someone mediocre. Now I understand that all the life is a challenge, and if God choose you to be on it is because he\she consider you as a fighter, all the situations will be different.... as everyday is not the same.
We are capable of defeat our biggest fears, our biggest weakness, we just need to open our eyes, and see what we are and believe that we can acomplish everything that is in our capacity.
Every minute is a challenge, every day a fight, an improvement. Every day a better be.
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